Solo Player - Jason Chen (Official Music Video) ft. Jen Frmheadtotoe

Today, I realised something...

some things end for a reason. I'm not going to pursue after it trying to look for the answers. If it was actually worth the effort, it would've already been proved otherwise. There are other things in life to look forward to and to experience, so I don't see why I'm going to keep holding back, hoping for something that was never meant to be.

:(

Can't breathe.
It's been suffocating these few weeks.

Secret relationships don't work

As much as we want them to, they never do. Lies just add onto more lies. It had to be a secret in the first place for a reason right? What's that reason? Think about it for a while and you'll know where I'm getting at. I'm so over couples who are like "it's us against the world". Have they really thought about why it may seem that way from an objective point of view? Taking all feelings, emotions and memories away, why would other people oppose it? In the end, they get carried away with their feelings to the point of not being able to see it for what it really is. Don't lie to yourself any further pretending that is it all going to be okay, because it won't be. People are going to get hurt, can you really live with yourself if you push away those who care?

2AM 'I Wonder If You Hurt Like Me' MV

True intentions

Grandpa's in hospital :( it sucks being in a completely different country where I can't bring him a nice bunch of flowers and a home made get well soon card and see how he is doing.

When we were younger we would always get asked, who is your role model? 21 years later, I finally can give an answer. My grandpa. Back when grandpa was younger and still working, he was an accountant. And they say a pretty good one too.

Everything I'm going through now, I just want to make him proud. I want to do it for him. I want to become successful for him. So I can give him a comfortable and happy life where he wouldn't have to worry about money or anything else.

Motivation for myself

All of our dreams can come true if we have the courage to pursue them.

Truth?

I am scared of failure. 


Feeling so much pressure right now :( 

20110911 華人星光大道 關詩敏:I Will Always Love You

Love the fact that she dedicated this song to her dad :)